asdghksjga Guupiguupitan come here and give me a hug ): I will make you some rice crispies and all will be good.

Oh goodness, oh goodness.
I knew you were still aching but.. not to this extent. I don't know if you're in love, if you're infatuated, but, no matter how much advice I give you, I will never have the power to fix things. The only thing I can do is listen, and may God strike me down where I stand if I don't hear what you want to say. No matter how moody I get, or how much teenage drama I go through, I hope you know that you shouldn't care about that and just shut me up and tell me, "Jean, stop your wangsting and listen to me because I need someone to talk to."

But there's one thing I'd like to touch bases on. You said that you concentrated too much on your own baggage that you couldn't help others. Well, maybe that's the problem. You see, all of us, no matter what state we are in, all have baggage to carry. Some get help from others, and some don't. Guupi, you're one who doesn't get help from others because you always seem so intent on doing it on your own that nobody ever offers to help you carry it. I have tried my hardest to help you when I wasn't bitching at you, but you left out so many details that I had mixed feeelings about how to respond. Most of the time you approached me while you were angry at a particular person, and I didn't know how to answer because you acted out in rage, not thinking about the aftermath. But we're human. You're human. We all struggle in life, whether we like it or not, and we have the choice to mope and sulk, or take everything life throws at you in stride and be courageous enough to take risks.

Man, I do not care what you are doing or how you're feeling but I want you to log into MSN and dump everything you can onto my shoulders.

Let me help.

(P.S. I'm truly, sincerely sorry. For everything I've done, and for how much pain you're going through.)
(P.P.S. this is really long oh my god)

asldkfjdlskjfkdjf Jeantan Jeantannnnnn.

I'm sorry for being such a lousy friend. ):
I'm sorry that I'm too wimpy to carry my own baggage.
I keep running to you with my problems because I just don't know how to deal with any kind of hardship and it's lame of me to always have you listen to my blahblah-ing. Don't say otherwise, woman.

This is a totally loser-y thing to say but you're one of the only people that really seems to be concerned about how I feel. Most other people have given up on me already and I've felt really isolated because there hasn't been anyone for me to go to.
It's the little things that keep me from doing anything drastic, yanno? D:
So thank you for that. You really are a lifesaver.



...Whenever I have rice crispies I always pile on way too much sugar and am only able to eat half of it, so the rest ends up getting soggy and I have to throw it away buhuhu. But yeah, that sounds nice right about now.

(wtf woman the only thing you've done is make me realise what an asshole I was being. I needed that)
...(long comment is longggggg and also might not make a lot of sense but I am tired)

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asfgadslkja Guupitan Guupitan I'm eating a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup and oh my good god up in heaven it is so gggooooddd.

Honey, you're not a lousy friend. ): You've got your issues to deal with, and bro I am totally a-okay with that.
You're not too wimpy to carry your own baggage, you're just struggling because it's too heavy for one person to carry by themself.
I am completely fine with you running to me when you have a problem because I know you're trying to figure things out on your own and talking to someone helps you sort your thoughts. I listen to your blahblahblahing because I care, Guupi, not because I have to. (:

You shouldn't feel isolated because I'm always here, and I'm sure there are others out there who want to listen to your problems. And it's not completely loser-y, shush. I just get this sort of maternal instinct inside me kick into gear whenever someone needs a crying shoulder or something. I feel like a mom, but hey, it's helped people so I don't mind.
Also, that part made me smile and just instantly brightened up my day.
You're very welcome. Think nothing of it. ♥

...Meghan and I always have a nice blend. It goes stale after a few hours since we don't cram preservatives and chemicals and shat into it but it still tastes really good yyyaaaayyy. Sure, my little son, I will make you up a batch.

(wtf man shut up you have problems and I was being a total buttface about it so I'm sorry. And I'm glad my kick in the face was helpful to you)
....(long comment is still looonnggggg and gosh I have homework to finish)

I SAID DON'T SAY OTHERWISE WOMAN, GET BACK IN THE KITCHEN AND GET ME SOME PIE.

ilu. ): Stop being so nice and forgiving.

But uh yeahhh, I'll try and um, toughen the fooch up and stop being a douche to those certain someones. And I will get through my wangst.
Eventually.

Time heals all wounds : D

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NO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU LOUSY MAN.

ilumoar. ): It's hard. It's that motherly instinct, I tell you.

YES THAT IS RIGHT, be the man that ate cheeseburgers and junk food for the whole day. And I'm expecting you to come through with that "stop being a douche to certain someones" statement. D: < Otherwise I will never make you sandwiches again.
GOOD GOOD, yay for non-wangsting.

Time, and people who care about you. : D

I'M SORRY THAT MY MANLINESS IS JUST SO AWESOME AND MANLY and now I need more cheeseburgers to fuel my manrage.

.....I tried to come through a little. I've gone from MANRAGE to a bit apathetic I think. Which I think is an improvement?
Actually that's a lie because I'm still mad at you-know-who for some other reasons but I'll fill you in on that laters.

Why you put me in such a good mood you lousy woman. ): ): ):
(god our comments always go on for YEARS don't they)

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I APOLOGIZE FOR EVER DOUBTING YOUR (NONEXISTANT) MANLINESS and yeah the fat and grease in cheeseburgers just fuels the men of the world (mainly America). It's how they get through the day, you see.

You're trying, and that alone is good enough for me. But to succeed and excel, you're gonna have to take some action here, sir. It's an improvement, but I know you can do a lot more!
But eeghf you're like always mad and I'M SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU HANGING ON MSN my brother was bullying me.

Motherly instinct, mang, motherly instinct. ): ): ): I'm currently wangsting over the fact that I'm gonna have to wait to finish off the rest of Hana Kimi because this computer is a piece of crap and has no sound. Ggggooodddd I want to see Natsuki in action and Sano make out with someone while he's piss drunk again ;A; *whine*
(god mufuggin' DECADES, I swear)

AHAHA IT'S OKAY MY POWER WENT OUT ANYWAY (and it's still out ahhahahahsdlfklsdf)
I'm sure you will have read about it by the time you see this though. Yes.

& Yeah I have a lot of manrage, I apologise. ): ): ): ): I'm dumb.
Since I'm at my grandparent's house my grandfather is driving me CRAZY and I ended up crying like a poopface over something totally trivial and I am so dumb I swear Jean. ))))): ): ):

And while you tell me about your Hana Kimi I will tell you about my KANSAI HENTAI KEI COMIC VISUAL BAND HEAR BABYYYYYYYY.
Regardless if he was a chick or a dude, I would hit Misa so hard if I could. ): ): ): And also Aito too because she has manly charm.
JEAN MISA HAS THE PERFECT KAWAII RORICHAN GIRL FACE IT JUST ISN'T RIGHT I love that man. ):

): ): ))))))): ): ):

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what do you mean HOW CAN YOU BE POSTING THIS IF YOUR POWER IS OUT? (Is it only at your house or like... all throughout the block or something) And, wtf, read about what?

& hun it's okay, it's what men do ): They manrage like PMSing women who didn't get their share of chocolate cake after a sushi dinner.
AND DUDE I JUST DID THAT LIKE THREE DAYS AGO AND GOD I was going batcrap INSANE at the time. adlgkskldgjlskdg pappy is not a very good person to talk to and I shouldn't even let myself get affected by it but I do ))): ): ):

I will tell you everything I know about Hana Kimi and I WANT TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR KANSAI HENTAI KEI COMIC VISUAL BAND gosh they have an interesting name.
So.. you don't know if Misa is a man or a woman? |: wtf wtf wtf
DUDE YOU HAVE THE MOST PERFECT KAWAII RORICHAN GIRL FACE AND IT'S NEVER RIGHT

))))))): ): ): ))): we should stop with the comments